Accepted

I got the job at Saint Vrain State Park!  now i just have to decided what all i want to do.  Im still waiting to hear back from a college so ill wait for that response to make my decision on what im going to do next year.

Today was much better.  I went home with a migraine but it was still a good day :)
ta ta

<3

rejected

Didnt get the job at 11 mile :( damn, i wasnt experienced enought i guess.  They said they loved me in person but i need more experience.  Stupid.

This day was stupid overall, going back to school killed me.  I am so sick of high school drama and stuff so annoying.  I am so ready to get away from all of it and GROW UP.

Ok im really bitter right now, probably should stop taking out anger on keyboard...

bye
p.s im really not an angry person.
P.s.s it just seems like it here
p.s.s.s. but im not, im actually a happy person..
p.s.s.s.s just not right now

GAW
bye

"its ok to some times get angry, it healthy"

Gateway

We went to Gateway today.  It was fun, we did the maze and then go carts, which i won, of corse, i always win at go carts.  Its just a given. so pro.  And then we did mini golf...not so good at that but it was fun.  It turned out to be a pretty nice day even though it was suppose to snow.  One more day of break.  I think im going to the zoo tomorrow.  I havnt been to the zoo in while.

Things are weird lately.  Dont really want to go into detail here but just weird.

ok byeeee

"im a competitive person, thats why i always win"

Movies movies movies

I've seen a lot of movies lately.

Thursday
I was babysitting and decided to be a cool babysitter and take my sisters to see Mars Needs Moms.  It actually wasn't that bad and just cause im a ball of mush...yes i did cry.  But ya it wasn't terrible. i thought it was going to be, but proven wrong i was.  P.S i always watched star wars this morning.

Friday
I went and saw SuckerPunch with my college friends.  It was sooo good to see them again.  They loved the movie cuz well they were guys.  I thought it was a good movie but way confusing and way to dramatic.  Went a little over bored on the whole slow motion thing.  but it was one of those movies were you dont really no what reality is.

Saturday
I went and saw Rango with Krystal and Trover and James, the company was good.  I really didn't like Rango.  I cant really tell you why but i just was so bored and suffered through the whole movie.  terrible.  which was disappointing cuz i though it was going to be good!

I also decided to be a fun babysitter and make some embarrassing movies of my own.  Rowan stole my spot light

So at 29th street they have this major cool new soda machine.  Its a touch screen and when you click on sprite you get like 7 different flavors of sprite to choose from!  pretty sick ya? 

I also made these amazing cookies!  I went through a slump were i couldnt back anything and now bam i can bake again!  problem is i keep eating to much of what im baking...whoops 

Me and Krystal also went shopping before the movie.  Think we should get these hats? me to :)

Im going to Gateway tomorrow.  Im excited! should be a party, i mean cant go wrong with mini golfing and go carting!  

Alright

good bye.

no quotes today.  

Random rambling

Do you ever wonder if people that have left your life still think about you? or even the people still in your life, do you ever cross there mind? cuz i think about people all the time.  That might sound kinda creepy but its true.  And i wonder if its just me, like am i just weird that way?  Do i get to attached to people so thinking about them just lets me hold on to them?

 I mean with some people, there still my friends on facebook or i see them in the halls and that well bring the memories back but even still people just randomly pop into my head.  Like i still remember this guy who was my best friend in 2nd grade, and i still think about him some times.  Do i ever pop into his head?  Does he even remember me?

And then there are the more recent people.  And sure maybe when they pass me in the halls, then i cross their mind but when their sitting home, do i pop up?  cuz i know that they do all the time.  Even the people who i want to forget pop up and i end up thinking about them.  Do they still think about me?  This is what has been going through my head all day.  so i decided to write it down.  Maybe its cuz ive been feeling lonely recently but there really isnt any reason why i should, i mean im surrounded by friends i know care about me, but...still i feel lonely.  maybe just one of those nights.  Where i remember and hurt and wonder and think.

but really  for some reason i just want to know, do people think about me??


“I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.”

Princess

little girls imagine themselves being a princesses, with the big poof dresses.  You know the ones that im talking about.  Ya well i never wanted that.  I was always the tom boy.  Thus when it comes to prom, i dont really want that. Buttttttt those are the dresses my mom likes and looks the best on me.  So i have decided that i am suppose to grow up to be a princess, cuz i dont have the balls to go to prom in one of those dresses.  

And those were the small ones!! haha

Graduation Dresses!  

I did find some nice dresses those!

I had another job interview!  wearing my interview outfit makes me feel so professional.

sexy business lady coming through 

Spring Break is fun, i havnt really done anything but it is still nice, the weather has been beautiful.  But right now its so so windyyy.    

I went Glow in the dark mini golfing the other day!  so fun!! 

ummm well i dont know what else is new so bye!!

"Wiiinnndddyyy"  

Lifes Good

The sun is shining, things are working out, im around people i like, im so happy.

nuff said

growing up

I got accepted into my 2nd college i applied for!  3000 dollar scholarship!

Yesturday was alot of fun but filled with alittle drama but whatevs.

Today im heading down to Colorado Springs for a job interview.  its for a state park.  My interview is tomorrow but we are going to go down tonight.  Itll be fun to get away for the rest of the weekend.  I havnt gone somewhere in forever.  I hope i hear back from state parks closer to here but if i get this job i wont be complaining.

Earlier this morning i went for a bike ride and i found a lost puppy.  On my way to return it to its house i came across a kitten so i stopped to take a picture of it and then this little girl came running up to me thanking me for finding her kitten.  Then i returned the puppy and the owners were very greatful.  It made me think maybe ill become a animal rescue person.  I guess we will see where the wind blows me.

Ive been feeling very grown up lately.  My moms giving me freedom back and ive just been feeling me mature and stuff.  And now im going to a job interview. Idk it exciting!

alright got to split

"“We grow neither better nor worse as we get old, but more like ourselves” 

the sun is a shining

This week has been good.  It was another csap which is amazing,  next week is going to suckk.  Well here are some pics

One of the Csap days me and krystal went a visited Mager butt he was having bro time with his next door neighbor Forest who is now my new friend!  I love making new friends, he is really cute.   so Mags sent us away for a little bit so we went exploring.  This was a sketchy bridge thing we found.  We also found a tire swing, a hobo, anndd a giant ass dog that chased us.  

crazzziieesss 

Today was such a nice day.  I love it.  It makes me soooo happy.  And today was just good over all.  I went to all my classes, during our big lunch and 5th we went to krystals house and it was a party!  we watched Grown Ups and did other stuff.  Then i went to 7th then hung out with Mozi on the way home. The got home, went for a amazing run, felt like nothing could touch me.  Then i got picked up by krystal, we went to her house, ate, then went and met Lorenz at the Boulder game.  The game was intense and Boulder won!  It was fun chilling with my bestest buddies and also met some new friends.  Then Lorenz drove me home and we were able to have deep conversation which i really liked.  I was able to get some things off my chest and its nice to do that once in awhile.  

Ive just been feeling good lately.  Life is just good, things our good.  With the sun is shinning in the world and in my life.  Its so nice just to be able to relax and have fun again.  Running has been really good for me.  It really feels like nothing can stop me or hold me down any more.  Happy me!  

Im really excited for tomorrow!  Lunch at Olive Garden with Dillan and Trevor!  I love Olive Garden.  

Im loving this warm weather.  I am so excited for days were i can go sit by my pool with my ipod and a good book and soak up the sun.  

Im kinda sad how im getting new friends now when i really dont have time to get close to them.  But Ive been thinking and really people come and go in your life and they all come and go for a reason.  The different times they stay are all different and amazing in there own way.  Im not scared to let myself get close to people, i want to be close cause i can now handle the pain if they leave.  Does that mean i have grown up a little? im not really sure.  But its my new way of thinking.  Alright you probably didnt want to know that but just my weird thoughts as always.  

I want a puppy.

"Im walking on sunshine" 

    

A day in the life

Its been a long time since i wrote.  ah well.  Life has been busy so im just going to go with the highlights.

So I heard back from one of my colleges and i got in!  $8500 academic scholarship and and $500 leadership.  I was pretty surprised that i even got in, yet alone a scholarship.  So that was exciting.

My basketball team made it to the great 8, which the fairview girls havnt done since 1992 so that was cool. We ended up losing but the team we played was really really good.  So basketball is now over.  Its really weird.  I have played basketball for 10 years straight and now i dont know if ill ever play again.  Just weird.  Playing in the Coliseum was craazzyyy.  The energy in there was so wack.

Csap week was amazing.  Also cause it was BEAUtiful out so that just made me super happy.

Yesturday i had the funest day i have had in a long time.  I went to 29th with Krystal and had Panera,  i really like Panera, so yummy.  Then me and krystal went and saw Nobmeo and Juliet.  Such a cheesy movie...my gawd.  But since it was me and krystal we made it fun.  There was some very crude humor as always.  After that we were on our way to go pick up people and we were jammin out in the car as usual when we past a park and decided to do this:

I didnt realize it stopped but you can probably figure out how it ended.  Went down the slide, sprinted to the car, so great.  The looks we got from the kids at the park, priceless.

After that we went to Albursons, oh the adventures there.   Krystal put on some glasses which made he nose blue, we gave my number to the really hot cashier guy, i was crying i was laughing so hard.  

After that we went and picked up these monarch kids.  We chilled out side their house for a little bit and just messed around, it was fun to make new friends.  And fun just so go crazy.

Affftteerr that we al jumped in the car and started driving.  I really had to pee so we went to a gas station and of corse someone i new worked there.  Creeeppyyyy.  Then even though we had two guys in the back of our car we got stalked by some cowboys.  They boys were freaakinngg out.  Me and Krystal wanted to wave... :P

So then we went and stopped by at Jason party just to say hi.  We left the to Monarch kidos in the car cause they felt ackward so it was a really fast in and out.  But it was fun still.  

After that we stopped by another gas station.  And then i went home.  

Such  a good day.  I loved it.

Today i have to apply for jobs and do homework and clean my room, but this weekend was diffenitly amazing.  Another Csap week coming up!  im happy.  I actually really am for the first time in awhile.  :DDDD   

  

My nose....its blue! 

p.s Me and Krystal always follow those silly things "differnce between a good friend and best friend" ya this is a new one we found out.  A good friend would help you try to rub off the blue stuff, best friend is laughing her ass off.  

3D whoot!

Place were we played basketball.  Hugge

My phone actually takes really good pics.