Lifes Good

The sun is shining, things are working out, im around people i like, im so happy.

nuff said

growing up

I got accepted into my 2nd college i applied for!  3000 dollar scholarship!

Yesturday was alot of fun but filled with alittle drama but whatevs.

Today im heading down to Colorado Springs for a job interview.  its for a state park.  My interview is tomorrow but we are going to go down tonight.  Itll be fun to get away for the rest of the weekend.  I havnt gone somewhere in forever.  I hope i hear back from state parks closer to here but if i get this job i wont be complaining.

Earlier this morning i went for a bike ride and i found a lost puppy.  On my way to return it to its house i came across a kitten so i stopped to take a picture of it and then this little girl came running up to me thanking me for finding her kitten.  Then i returned the puppy and the owners were very greatful.  It made me think maybe ill become a animal rescue person.  I guess we will see where the wind blows me.

Ive been feeling very grown up lately.  My moms giving me freedom back and ive just been feeling me mature and stuff.  And now im going to a job interview. Idk it exciting!

alright got to split

"“We grow neither better nor worse as we get old, but more like ourselves” 

the sun is a shining

This week has been good.  It was another csap which is amazing,  next week is going to suckk.  Well here are some pics

One of the Csap days me and krystal went a visited Mager butt he was having bro time with his next door neighbor Forest who is now my new friend!  I love making new friends, he is really cute.   so Mags sent us away for a little bit so we went exploring.  This was a sketchy bridge thing we found.  We also found a tire swing, a hobo, anndd a giant ass dog that chased us.  

crazzziieesss 

Today was such a nice day.  I love it.  It makes me soooo happy.  And today was just good over all.  I went to all my classes, during our big lunch and 5th we went to krystals house and it was a party!  we watched Grown Ups and did other stuff.  Then i went to 7th then hung out with Mozi on the way home. The got home, went for a amazing run, felt like nothing could touch me.  Then i got picked up by krystal, we went to her house, ate, then went and met Lorenz at the Boulder game.  The game was intense and Boulder won!  It was fun chilling with my bestest buddies and also met some new friends.  Then Lorenz drove me home and we were able to have deep conversation which i really liked.  I was able to get some things off my chest and its nice to do that once in awhile.  

Ive just been feeling good lately.  Life is just good, things our good.  With the sun is shinning in the world and in my life.  Its so nice just to be able to relax and have fun again.  Running has been really good for me.  It really feels like nothing can stop me or hold me down any more.  Happy me!  

Im really excited for tomorrow!  Lunch at Olive Garden with Dillan and Trevor!  I love Olive Garden.  

Im loving this warm weather.  I am so excited for days were i can go sit by my pool with my ipod and a good book and soak up the sun.  

Im kinda sad how im getting new friends now when i really dont have time to get close to them.  But Ive been thinking and really people come and go in your life and they all come and go for a reason.  The different times they stay are all different and amazing in there own way.  Im not scared to let myself get close to people, i want to be close cause i can now handle the pain if they leave.  Does that mean i have grown up a little? im not really sure.  But its my new way of thinking.  Alright you probably didnt want to know that but just my weird thoughts as always.  

I want a puppy.

"Im walking on sunshine" 

    

A day in the life

Its been a long time since i wrote.  ah well.  Life has been busy so im just going to go with the highlights.

So I heard back from one of my colleges and i got in!  $8500 academic scholarship and and $500 leadership.  I was pretty surprised that i even got in, yet alone a scholarship.  So that was exciting.

My basketball team made it to the great 8, which the fairview girls havnt done since 1992 so that was cool. We ended up losing but the team we played was really really good.  So basketball is now over.  Its really weird.  I have played basketball for 10 years straight and now i dont know if ill ever play again.  Just weird.  Playing in the Coliseum was craazzyyy.  The energy in there was so wack.

Csap week was amazing.  Also cause it was BEAUtiful out so that just made me super happy.

Yesturday i had the funest day i have had in a long time.  I went to 29th with Krystal and had Panera,  i really like Panera, so yummy.  Then me and krystal went and saw Nobmeo and Juliet.  Such a cheesy movie...my gawd.  But since it was me and krystal we made it fun.  There was some very crude humor as always.  After that we were on our way to go pick up people and we were jammin out in the car as usual when we past a park and decided to do this:

I didnt realize it stopped but you can probably figure out how it ended.  Went down the slide, sprinted to the car, so great.  The looks we got from the kids at the park, priceless.

After that we went to Albursons, oh the adventures there.   Krystal put on some glasses which made he nose blue, we gave my number to the really hot cashier guy, i was crying i was laughing so hard.  

After that we went and picked up these monarch kids.  We chilled out side their house for a little bit and just messed around, it was fun to make new friends.  And fun just so go crazy.

Affftteerr that we al jumped in the car and started driving.  I really had to pee so we went to a gas station and of corse someone i new worked there.  Creeeppyyyy.  Then even though we had two guys in the back of our car we got stalked by some cowboys.  They boys were freaakinngg out.  Me and Krystal wanted to wave... :P

So then we went and stopped by at Jason party just to say hi.  We left the to Monarch kidos in the car cause they felt ackward so it was a really fast in and out.  But it was fun still.  

After that we stopped by another gas station.  And then i went home.  

Such  a good day.  I loved it.

Today i have to apply for jobs and do homework and clean my room, but this weekend was diffenitly amazing.  Another Csap week coming up!  im happy.  I actually really am for the first time in awhile.  :DDDD   

  

My nose....its blue! 

p.s Me and Krystal always follow those silly things "differnce between a good friend and best friend" ya this is a new one we found out.  A good friend would help you try to rub off the blue stuff, best friend is laughing her ass off.  

3D whoot!

Place were we played basketball.  Hugge

My phone actually takes really good pics.  

ridin the bus

I was riding the bus today and people watching and really people need to calm down.  Everyone gets so frustrated about the littlest thing.  Really there not that big of a deal and it ruins peoples day by getting mad about them.  Examples:  This old guy got on the bus and asked for a seat from the young person who sighed and rolled his eyes and grumbled about it.  The bus pulled infront of this bike but there was a ton of space but the bike had to slow down alittle, really just alittle, the biker got so mad that he flipped off the driver, the bus was 10 min late and a person waiting with me at the bus stop got on the bus and started yelling at the bus driver for it and was being such a smart ass.

Really people need to relax.  You cant be in that much of a hurry where slowing down your bike ruins your day or so lazy where you dont want to give up your seat to someone in need.

My challenge to you and myself:  take a step back and look at the things that have been bugging you.  or if something comes up that starts to make you mad.  Really look at it and think is it really that big of a deal??

I bet that life well be alot easier if we all try this.  maybe?

being sick

I hate being sick, it really is the worst.  This is my 2nd day being sick and missing two days of school, now im failing two classes, joy.  Yesterday was my senior night for basketball and even though i was puking my guts out i still went and played.  I thought i was going to die.  Of corse the one game im sick my coach decided to start me and want to put me in all the time.  figures.

This week started out fun with Valentines day.  I ended up getting 3 secret admirer gifts which was fun, still dont know who they were...hmm...

here is a poem i wrote i think it was last thursday in math.  I passed a car accident on my way to school which made me think so ya its a kinda sad poem:

I woke up to a land of white
My, it was quite a sight
Those lights, they never shown so bright

It was May
and i have to say
I never thought it would be this day

I slammed on the brakes
The whole world shakes
Is this really going to be my fate?

I never thought it would end this way
on this oh so very fine day
But i couldnt move, all i had to do was lay

The sparkling white now sprinkled with red
No!  i didnt want to hear what the policemen had said
As i just lay here, died.

Guess the song? 

"im sick and tired of being sick and tired"

 

some more pics

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