Scary Story

So in the past week i have watched both The Rite and Paranormal Activity.  So you wont be surprised when i tell you that i got pretty sketched out when my step dad brought home this story:

For the past 6 months this crazy lady has been visiting the dumpster by my stepdads work and dumping brand new books and Cds in it.  Everytime my stepdad tried to talk to her she would run away, so he would just take the cds and books and such.

But...today....was different.  Instead of just the normal 5 cds and 10 books there was just a whole dumpster full of cds!  from top to bottom.  So my stepdad got out his bags and started packaging all of them and putting them in his car.  About halfway through though the crazy lady come up to him (this is where is gets creepy) and here is how there convo went:

"i wouldnt take those if i were you" said the crazy lady.

"Why not?" replays my stepdad

"because they were thrown there for a reason,  Bad things well happen to those who take them"

"uh...ok"

And guess what my stepdad did, he took them still!  so we have a car full of cursed cds sitting in are driveway and with my mind on demons im kinda freaking out alittle.

Sketch huh? 

    

   

Pics!

Photo Shot with me and krystal 

I took this one cause i thought it was cool 

yes, i am super women 

wait what?

This week really weird things have just happened.  Just really unexpected stuff. I dunno if i like it or not.  i mean the stuff isnt to bad but its just been throwing me off.

alright so lets see.  Wednesday we had another snow day!  It was nice having a weekend in the middle of the week.  I dont think i really did much...I went and worked out, then went and watched ro ro do gymnastics, then came home.  Thursday was back to school.  It was block schedule so i had a huge off.  Some really really really unexpected stuff happened then, that might have been what really throw me off for friday and today as well.  Thursday night we had a basketball game.  To tell you the truth i dont remember it....oopps.  Thursday i came home and more unexpected stuff happened, but this time is was just people who were talking to me that i thought wouldnt talk to me but now im really close to.  Just weird.  Friday i continued talking to new people.  I got sat on by Max for like a hour....ya that wasnt fun.  Friday night we had anouther basketball game and another surprising thing happened.  My coach put me in! and i actually played really well!  unexpected right?! haha

Ok now today:  i went to basketball and had the hardest practice and work out ever.  I am so sore.  Then after our actually practice, we had community service.  Which was super tiring as well.  Then i came home and watched Valentines Day.  Such a cute movie.  Then my family dragged me to go conrtadancing with them... It was actually pretty fun though.  Just kinda ackward with all the old guys dancing with you :P  The Guitar player was extremely cute though, he kept laughing at me with the old guys all over me.

I saw Parinormal Activity...probably why im not sleeping right now....kinda sketched me out...alot.

I really want to get a nice camera.  I keep seeing these amazing things but i dont have any thing to capture them with so they just stay in my head...

I offically now can play cam you feel the love tonight on the piano!  Now if i could only sing....

I finished The Hunger Games.  I really liked it.  I read it in like two days.  I think i might read the 2nd one soon.

I saw P.S I Love You recently to.  I really like that movie.  I cry through the whole thing though.  The Hunger Games made me cry to haha.  Call me a whimp i guess.  Idk though i like crying in books and movies....no idea why.

ok.  here is a poem.

I guess you really should
expect the unexpected
but if you expect the unexpected
is it unexpected?

The unexpected brings shock and surprise.
But isnt the surprise half the fun?
The shock, the other?

Arnt unexpected things,
what make life worth living?

If nothing unexpected happened.
Nothing would be right

If unexpected things were done,
Now, thats were theres fun.

so you can say expect the unexpected
and you can even live by that
but instead of waiting for that unexpected moment
try doing something unexpected yourself.
you may be shocked or surprised about what you find.

It might be well...unexpected!


"You gotta try to hit every curve ball thrown at you, others wise you will strike out?

Snow day!

Its. freaken. cold.  i woke up this morning and it was -9.  i dont like it very mucchh.  BUT with the cold comes snow day!! well...cold day.  It was a good day, i got up at 9, made the best pancakes eva, went and hung out on 29th and then saw a movie with matt, pablo, and krystal.  It was alot of fun to go out and hang out with people again.  I invite other people but people were to busy or didnt want to go out in the weather.  But the group that was able to come was fun.  I like just floating from group to group.  At points its lonely but then i see that i actually do have alot of random people out there haha.

While just hanging at 29th before, We ended up getting stalked.  We walked into the Apple store and there were these two guys there (looked to be like 16) that looked up when we walked in and ended up playing on the ipads right across form them.  Then we left and went to bath and body works and looked out the window and there they were!  so we just calmly walked past them and went and took refuge in Borders.  Then is was time to go to the movie and get this, we walk in and their there and have tickets to the same movie!! sketchy right.

We were going to go hot tubbing after but my mom made me come home.  I feel bad cause then no one went.....

Its so cold outside.  You get out there and it hurts to breath.  Crazzineess.  I miss the warm!  probably wont be a good idea for me to go to college in Maine....guess ill see were the wind takes me!

This week has been good.  I havnt been letting things get to me and its nice!  Have had some ackward moments but i just laugh them off.  Im starting to feel like people care about me again and thats a really nice feeling.  I feel like people actually WANT to hang out with me now.  :)

Im finished the road and im now reading The Hunger Games.  its goodd

Learned some new songs on the piano!  maybe ill record them and put them up... or probably not.

I realize when i write even somthing like this i always want to say haha or put a smiley.  must mean i text to much (haha, lol, :P)  I just like to talk to people and i almost always have a person texting me so why not replay?

So even though i am getting back into social life i still do miss certain people and well probably always miss them unless i/them can do something bout it.  So i guess ill just go with the flow ( :) )

Another cold day tomorrow!  yay!! easiest week eva!  i wonder if we will have block....

anywho, enough stupid rambling from me but props if you read that all ( :P )

"Cold never last forever, at some point the sun must shine"  (metaphor if you didnt catch that)  



 

D.O.N.E/whats next?

DONE!! finally applied to all my colleges!  woop! im also applied to my jobs for when i graduate.  If i get excepted im going to move to where ever i work and go be a mountain women!  well....maybe not that drastic.  Im really excited though,  im so ready to move on,  get outta high school, go meet new people.

This week was another hard one,  had some more fights with people.  I thought i was a easy person to get along with but i guess not.  But if someone leaves your life i guess its soppose to be that way right?  but that doesnt stop me from missing certain people.  alot.  And doesnt stop me from just wanting those friendships back and thinking of somthing i can do to get them back.....

We won both our basketball games this week which is good.  And we also got saturday off of basketball!  to bad i got sick and mom my thinks i have a weird fracture thing in my foot so i had to stay off it all day and didnt hang out with anyone but i wasnt in the social mood anyway.  im just kinda bored of all the things to do around here.  im so ready for something NEW!

I skipped outta winterball.  Things got way to complicated and i had a bunch of people wanting me to ask them  but i didnt reallly feel like asking them so i was just going to go with krystal but then we both got sick...so that means that we just have to make prom amazing.  I hope i can get in a good group for it. I wanna have fun.

This week im going to try to not let things get to me as much.  i have a problem about caring to much.  I let things get to me and then they bring me down when really there not such a big deal!  im really trying to work on stuff like that.

so i have a ton more going through my head, but im going to keep alot of it there.  Right now though is really Whats next?  my life follows a pattern, i have this huge 'up' moment and then im down for alittle and then somthing happens again and then im up then down and then so on.  right now im still down.  So whats next?

p.s. I got really bored so i took some pics of me and my hat.  There pretty G :P 

"live in the present, the future makes your head hurt and the past your heart" 

Back Up and Running

Things are calming down finally.  So i decided to start blogging again.  All my post got deleted, why? i have no idea!  So the only ones that are left are my L.A. ones, whoop!
so tons has happened but im not going to go into detail here.  Ill just say this year has started with ....a bang?  so much has already changed.  But one thing that high school has really taught me is things really do change in a blink of an eyes, there one way then BAM! complete loopty loop.  And the thing is you need to learn how to best deal with this change.  Thats something im still trying to learn how to do.  As always with time it gets better and this time its getting better faster then in previous moments.

I got my wisdom teeth out!  That was was quite the experience.  My dentist had been telling me to get them out but i just couldnt find the time to!  As i found out though...health always comes first.  I got an infection which was extremely painful and had to have emergency surgery to get those suckers out.  It went pretty well and i tried to recover as fast as i could.  now just for the make up work!

Ive gotten my Itunes up and running and bought a ton of new songs.  I really love music.

Piano!  yes, i play the piano now.  Not very well but i know a couple songs.  Such as When Irish Eyes are Smiling, Irish Lullaby and my favorite one to play, Edelweiss from the sound of music.  Its so pretty.  Im working on Can You Feel the Love Tonight from Lion King.  :) 


Ive been thinking about good graduation songs and i figured out my top three:  Its My Life, Graduation, and then my top one is One My Way by Phil Collins.  Its from Brother Bear and i really like it and think it fits.


Im applying for jobs working in the National Parks kinda around.  Id start work right after graduation which would be very nice and might even go live up by where ever i get accepted which would be really cool!  my own place at 17! :P  but with me not being able to get my licenses till July my ideal place would be as close as i could get to here just so i can still have that last summer with my high school friends.  but with how high school is by then who knows who those people well be!  


I found another College im applying to.  I also found a different major that is more what i want to do. An Animal Technologist.  Yup, thats it.  


I really want to go to Africa.  Then Europe .   ya, that would be cool.


Well those are all just the boring things in my life but i dont wanna go into all the "exciting" stuff haha.  maybe some other time


thats it for now!


"When the world shows you 100 reasons to cry, show it 100 reasons to smile"    

Hyperlink Task

Jillian writes about how marijuana and how it should be legalized.  A metopher for this could be dogs living in a world where there is this dog food that their owners wont give them but they love to have.

Mackenna writes about how sam sex marrage should be legalized.  A metopher for this could be that one person cant find there love anywhere and just spends their life alone becouse it never crossed the persons mind to love the same gender.

Mark writes about helicopter parents.  A metopher for this could be that the parents are bugs buzzing in the kids ears that never go away no matter how hard you try to slap them away.