ridin the bus

I was riding the bus today and people watching and really people need to calm down.  Everyone gets so frustrated about the littlest thing.  Really there not that big of a deal and it ruins peoples day by getting mad about them.  Examples:  This old guy got on the bus and asked for a seat from the young person who sighed and rolled his eyes and grumbled about it.  The bus pulled infront of this bike but there was a ton of space but the bike had to slow down alittle, really just alittle, the biker got so mad that he flipped off the driver, the bus was 10 min late and a person waiting with me at the bus stop got on the bus and started yelling at the bus driver for it and was being such a smart ass.

Really people need to relax.  You cant be in that much of a hurry where slowing down your bike ruins your day or so lazy where you dont want to give up your seat to someone in need.

My challenge to you and myself:  take a step back and look at the things that have been bugging you.  or if something comes up that starts to make you mad.  Really look at it and think is it really that big of a deal??

I bet that life well be alot easier if we all try this.  maybe?

being sick

I hate being sick, it really is the worst.  This is my 2nd day being sick and missing two days of school, now im failing two classes, joy.  Yesterday was my senior night for basketball and even though i was puking my guts out i still went and played.  I thought i was going to die.  Of corse the one game im sick my coach decided to start me and want to put me in all the time.  figures.

This week started out fun with Valentines day.  I ended up getting 3 secret admirer gifts which was fun, still dont know who they were...hmm...

here is a poem i wrote i think it was last thursday in math.  I passed a car accident on my way to school which made me think so ya its a kinda sad poem:

I woke up to a land of white
My, it was quite a sight
Those lights, they never shown so bright

It was May
and i have to say
I never thought it would be this day

I slammed on the brakes
The whole world shakes
Is this really going to be my fate?

I never thought it would end this way
on this oh so very fine day
But i couldnt move, all i had to do was lay

The sparkling white now sprinkled with red
No!  i didnt want to hear what the policemen had said
As i just lay here, died.

Guess the song? 

"im sick and tired of being sick and tired"

 

some more pics

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Scary Story

So in the past week i have watched both The Rite and Paranormal Activity.  So you wont be surprised when i tell you that i got pretty sketched out when my step dad brought home this story:

For the past 6 months this crazy lady has been visiting the dumpster by my stepdads work and dumping brand new books and Cds in it.  Everytime my stepdad tried to talk to her she would run away, so he would just take the cds and books and such.

But...today....was different.  Instead of just the normal 5 cds and 10 books there was just a whole dumpster full of cds!  from top to bottom.  So my stepdad got out his bags and started packaging all of them and putting them in his car.  About halfway through though the crazy lady come up to him (this is where is gets creepy) and here is how there convo went:

"i wouldnt take those if i were you" said the crazy lady.

"Why not?" replays my stepdad

"because they were thrown there for a reason,  Bad things well happen to those who take them"

"uh...ok"

And guess what my stepdad did, he took them still!  so we have a car full of cursed cds sitting in are driveway and with my mind on demons im kinda freaking out alittle.

Sketch huh? 

    

   

Pics!

Photo Shot with me and krystal 

I took this one cause i thought it was cool 

yes, i am super women 

wait what?

This week really weird things have just happened.  Just really unexpected stuff. I dunno if i like it or not.  i mean the stuff isnt to bad but its just been throwing me off.

alright so lets see.  Wednesday we had another snow day!  It was nice having a weekend in the middle of the week.  I dont think i really did much...I went and worked out, then went and watched ro ro do gymnastics, then came home.  Thursday was back to school.  It was block schedule so i had a huge off.  Some really really really unexpected stuff happened then, that might have been what really throw me off for friday and today as well.  Thursday night we had a basketball game.  To tell you the truth i dont remember it....oopps.  Thursday i came home and more unexpected stuff happened, but this time is was just people who were talking to me that i thought wouldnt talk to me but now im really close to.  Just weird.  Friday i continued talking to new people.  I got sat on by Max for like a hour....ya that wasnt fun.  Friday night we had anouther basketball game and another surprising thing happened.  My coach put me in! and i actually played really well!  unexpected right?! haha

Ok now today:  i went to basketball and had the hardest practice and work out ever.  I am so sore.  Then after our actually practice, we had community service.  Which was super tiring as well.  Then i came home and watched Valentines Day.  Such a cute movie.  Then my family dragged me to go conrtadancing with them... It was actually pretty fun though.  Just kinda ackward with all the old guys dancing with you :P  The Guitar player was extremely cute though, he kept laughing at me with the old guys all over me.

I saw Parinormal Activity...probably why im not sleeping right now....kinda sketched me out...alot.

I really want to get a nice camera.  I keep seeing these amazing things but i dont have any thing to capture them with so they just stay in my head...

I offically now can play cam you feel the love tonight on the piano!  Now if i could only sing....

I finished The Hunger Games.  I really liked it.  I read it in like two days.  I think i might read the 2nd one soon.

I saw P.S I Love You recently to.  I really like that movie.  I cry through the whole thing though.  The Hunger Games made me cry to haha.  Call me a whimp i guess.  Idk though i like crying in books and movies....no idea why.

ok.  here is a poem.

I guess you really should
expect the unexpected
but if you expect the unexpected
is it unexpected?

The unexpected brings shock and surprise.
But isnt the surprise half the fun?
The shock, the other?

Arnt unexpected things,
what make life worth living?

If nothing unexpected happened.
Nothing would be right

If unexpected things were done,
Now, thats were theres fun.

so you can say expect the unexpected
and you can even live by that
but instead of waiting for that unexpected moment
try doing something unexpected yourself.
you may be shocked or surprised about what you find.

It might be well...unexpected!


"You gotta try to hit every curve ball thrown at you, others wise you will strike out?

Snow day!

Its. freaken. cold.  i woke up this morning and it was -9.  i dont like it very mucchh.  BUT with the cold comes snow day!! well...cold day.  It was a good day, i got up at 9, made the best pancakes eva, went and hung out on 29th and then saw a movie with matt, pablo, and krystal.  It was alot of fun to go out and hang out with people again.  I invite other people but people were to busy or didnt want to go out in the weather.  But the group that was able to come was fun.  I like just floating from group to group.  At points its lonely but then i see that i actually do have alot of random people out there haha.

While just hanging at 29th before, We ended up getting stalked.  We walked into the Apple store and there were these two guys there (looked to be like 16) that looked up when we walked in and ended up playing on the ipads right across form them.  Then we left and went to bath and body works and looked out the window and there they were!  so we just calmly walked past them and went and took refuge in Borders.  Then is was time to go to the movie and get this, we walk in and their there and have tickets to the same movie!! sketchy right.

We were going to go hot tubbing after but my mom made me come home.  I feel bad cause then no one went.....

Its so cold outside.  You get out there and it hurts to breath.  Crazzineess.  I miss the warm!  probably wont be a good idea for me to go to college in Maine....guess ill see were the wind takes me!

This week has been good.  I havnt been letting things get to me and its nice!  Have had some ackward moments but i just laugh them off.  Im starting to feel like people care about me again and thats a really nice feeling.  I feel like people actually WANT to hang out with me now.  :)

Im finished the road and im now reading The Hunger Games.  its goodd

Learned some new songs on the piano!  maybe ill record them and put them up... or probably not.

I realize when i write even somthing like this i always want to say haha or put a smiley.  must mean i text to much (haha, lol, :P)  I just like to talk to people and i almost always have a person texting me so why not replay?

So even though i am getting back into social life i still do miss certain people and well probably always miss them unless i/them can do something bout it.  So i guess ill just go with the flow ( :) )

Another cold day tomorrow!  yay!! easiest week eva!  i wonder if we will have block....

anywho, enough stupid rambling from me but props if you read that all ( :P )

"Cold never last forever, at some point the sun must shine"  (metaphor if you didnt catch that)