D.O.N.E/whats next?

DONE!! finally applied to all my colleges!  woop! im also applied to my jobs for when i graduate.  If i get excepted im going to move to where ever i work and go be a mountain women!  well....maybe not that drastic.  Im really excited though,  im so ready to move on,  get outta high school, go meet new people.

This week was another hard one,  had some more fights with people.  I thought i was a easy person to get along with but i guess not.  But if someone leaves your life i guess its soppose to be that way right?  but that doesnt stop me from missing certain people.  alot.  And doesnt stop me from just wanting those friendships back and thinking of somthing i can do to get them back.....

We won both our basketball games this week which is good.  And we also got saturday off of basketball!  to bad i got sick and mom my thinks i have a weird fracture thing in my foot so i had to stay off it all day and didnt hang out with anyone but i wasnt in the social mood anyway.  im just kinda bored of all the things to do around here.  im so ready for something NEW!

I skipped outta winterball.  Things got way to complicated and i had a bunch of people wanting me to ask them  but i didnt reallly feel like asking them so i was just going to go with krystal but then we both got sick...so that means that we just have to make prom amazing.  I hope i can get in a good group for it. I wanna have fun.

This week im going to try to not let things get to me as much.  i have a problem about caring to much.  I let things get to me and then they bring me down when really there not such a big deal!  im really trying to work on stuff like that.

so i have a ton more going through my head, but im going to keep alot of it there.  Right now though is really Whats next?  my life follows a pattern, i have this huge 'up' moment and then im down for alittle and then somthing happens again and then im up then down and then so on.  right now im still down.  So whats next?

p.s. I got really bored so i took some pics of me and my hat.  There pretty G :P 

"live in the present, the future makes your head hurt and the past your heart" 

Back Up and Running

Things are calming down finally.  So i decided to start blogging again.  All my post got deleted, why? i have no idea!  So the only ones that are left are my L.A. ones, whoop!
so tons has happened but im not going to go into detail here.  Ill just say this year has started with ....a bang?  so much has already changed.  But one thing that high school has really taught me is things really do change in a blink of an eyes, there one way then BAM! complete loopty loop.  And the thing is you need to learn how to best deal with this change.  Thats something im still trying to learn how to do.  As always with time it gets better and this time its getting better faster then in previous moments.

I got my wisdom teeth out!  That was was quite the experience.  My dentist had been telling me to get them out but i just couldnt find the time to!  As i found out though...health always comes first.  I got an infection which was extremely painful and had to have emergency surgery to get those suckers out.  It went pretty well and i tried to recover as fast as i could.  now just for the make up work!

Ive gotten my Itunes up and running and bought a ton of new songs.  I really love music.

Piano!  yes, i play the piano now.  Not very well but i know a couple songs.  Such as When Irish Eyes are Smiling, Irish Lullaby and my favorite one to play, Edelweiss from the sound of music.  Its so pretty.  Im working on Can You Feel the Love Tonight from Lion King.  :) 


Ive been thinking about good graduation songs and i figured out my top three:  Its My Life, Graduation, and then my top one is One My Way by Phil Collins.  Its from Brother Bear and i really like it and think it fits.


Im applying for jobs working in the National Parks kinda around.  Id start work right after graduation which would be very nice and might even go live up by where ever i get accepted which would be really cool!  my own place at 17! :P  but with me not being able to get my licenses till July my ideal place would be as close as i could get to here just so i can still have that last summer with my high school friends.  but with how high school is by then who knows who those people well be!  


I found another College im applying to.  I also found a different major that is more what i want to do. An Animal Technologist.  Yup, thats it.  


I really want to go to Africa.  Then Europe .   ya, that would be cool.


Well those are all just the boring things in my life but i dont wanna go into all the "exciting" stuff haha.  maybe some other time


thats it for now!


"When the world shows you 100 reasons to cry, show it 100 reasons to smile"    

Hyperlink Task

Jillian writes about how marijuana and how it should be legalized.  A metopher for this could be dogs living in a world where there is this dog food that their owners wont give them but they love to have.

Mackenna writes about how sam sex marrage should be legalized.  A metopher for this could be that one person cant find there love anywhere and just spends their life alone becouse it never crossed the persons mind to love the same gender.

Mark writes about helicopter parents.  A metopher for this could be that the parents are bugs buzzing in the kids ears that never go away no matter how hard you try to slap them away.